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Me__Myself__and__Irene
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Country: United States
State: Georgia
Birthday: 6/9/1969
Gender: Female
Occupation: Unemployed/Between Jobs
Industry: Hospitality
Message: message me
Member Since:
2/5/2004
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| I was gonna write a long, touching post on this thing about the past and the emotions I experienced on this xanga with people in tow. I was gonna write about how the people who've come here to read this xanga have been steadfast friends and how much I appreciate the varying degrees of support and relative understanding expressed by those people. I was gonna write about how I've come to feel that the feelings I expressed at various points in this xanga were my best efforts and establishing an opinion of various aspects of the emotion, and how the touching expressions of emotion for the people this xanga was designed to focus on were naught but my best efforts to pace myself emotionally with people who didn't really have that much interest in walking alongside me, but rather sough to have some fun, or drag me along at their pace; tossing me aside like an old toy when my usefulness disappears. I was gonna write about... how I feel that these events have only been the testing ground for me before the situation I now find myself in, one that possibly has a great deal of promise.
But beyond that "blurb," that "synopsis" of the now-hidden contents of this emotional 'compendium," I have no desire to delve into any detail with regards to those topics. I suppose I just wanted to write something. Just anything somewhere; in a space where it's pretty open, but desolate as well. So there. I just wanted to write something that had no real meaning, that wasn't required to be deep or interesting.
I do sometimes wonder if people really understand me though.
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| "Flying is easy. You just throw yourself at the ground and miss." | | |
|  There...a cool dragon AND a chick with a nice ass :) | | |
| "Seek nothingness of mind, and find peace. Persue your whirling thoughts, and find ruin. Knowing this, what else do you wish to know?" - this guy
(btw, there's another post for you to see, scroll down, cuz it's a private.)
~edit~
oh! remember this pic?
and how you said that it was the school's deny-ance? well, i fixed it. ^_^
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